Popularity and Me

I am uncomfortable with popularity.  I never liked the popular guy because he seemed too exposed.  I guess I am uncomfortable with popularity because I don’t want to fall into the be seen not heard category, being an attractive women with a popular man that can happen and has happened. Amber Rose wasn’t heard until she broke up with Kanye . I think she is interesting person.  She has been quoted telling aspiring video hoes to sell an image not their bodies.  Also I always associated popularity with unnecessary drama and the rumor mill both of which I choose to not be a part of.

I guess this something I need to work on because at the end of the day,  I believe in enjoying the person I choose to be with no matter what; popularity shouldn’t bother me.  I guess I’m just leery.  I am the person who is not on fb for more than a day at a time per business quarter and who sporadically tweets.  I kept a very low profile for reasons but it has become a way of life for me and I like it that way… Kinda like being a phantom. I move seamlessly in an out of social groups without leaving anything more than memories.

I guess the funniest part about all of this is I’ve never felt more like myself than I do at this time in my life.  I am content with who I am becoming and where my life is headed.  So it’s not about insecurity; even the thought of me being insecure is crazy.  I’m working on it though so as he would say… Stay Tuned.

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